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    F.K. Preston

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    The waning days of summer

    Summer draws to an end.  The garden is tired, ready to be put to bed.  Or maybe, I am tired of the garden and ready to be done with the chores….

    A last hurray for the rose bush.  I will have to keep my eye on it; the beetles that devour the blossoms have been rampant this summer.  I learned to sneak up on them and cut them in half, quickly, with the pruning shears.  “Take that, beast!

    The cleomes drop their seeds indiscriminately, so there will be crowds of them again next summer.  The bad thing is, they are huge by fall, and the thorns on their stems make them difficult to pull out.  Wear gloves for sure with this fall chore.

    This miniature fuchsia will not survive the winter; another will have to be planted next spring.

    The pond will have to emptied soon, and the fairy taken indoors.  Last winter she was blown over in a storm and broke her arm.  The fish will have to come in the house, too.  We don’t want any fishsicles!

    Terra is watching for the first frost, so her allergies go away and she can stop gnawing on her legs and feet.

    In a few weeks I hope to have acclimated to my new position.  In a few weeks I hope to have my work in progress retyped, after losing the hard drive it was saved on.  In a few weeks I will be back to blog writing and visiting and commenting with blog friends.  Living in the moment, but something to look forward to.


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    write on wednesday – the mysterious zone

    What’s your experience of being in “the writing zone?” Becca asked in

    Write On Wednesday.

    I have a picture of my brain as a colorful space designed my M.C. Escher.  There are different compartments in this space for different types of storage.  There are little drawers that have round ivory knobs used to pull the drawer open. There are shallow, open trays, lined with paisley in blues and greens. There are vertical areas with gold hooks.  Some areas are dusty because I don’t go there often.  Secret areas with little, verdigris crusted locks on the hasp, can only be reached by lifting the floor of another area and walking down steps that go up the other side and end up in a different place.

    When I am not concentrating on something else, I am writing in my head.  What is that called?  Daydreaming, living in a fantasy world, escapism?  None of those indicate a physical accomplishment, nothing is acquired, nothing is implemented.  This is not a respectable thing to be doing, in accordance to the rules of my hard working, German upbringing.  I have overcome the guilt of that, however.  Writing in my head is as important as sitting at a table and physically writing. If I didn’t take any of that purely mental zone work and do something with it, I would be living in my daydreams.  That is not the case.  This daydreaming is the fodder for my writing.  I can remember what I write in my head, or at least the gist of it, when I am in a physical writing spot.  I can remember the conversations I have overheard between my characters.  I remember the scenes, the emotions, the smells, the sounds.

    My writing zone has different levels, and exists in those various compartments in my brain, depending on what I am writing.  When I am in that area with open trays, I am in a very conscious writing zone, where I am planning and using some kind of background information or research.  Even when I am there, writing, my subconscious lifts a corner of the tray and unlocks the secret area hidden underneath.  My subconscious takes stuff from that hidden, velvet lined space, and adds it to what I am working on.  So even when I am consciously not in a deeper zone, my subconscious is.  This is very mysterious to me, and I don’t question it or try to control it.

    When I work out of one of those drawers with the little ivory knobs I have to pull open, I am truly in what most people would call “the zone.” The zone that is “an elevated mental state of performance.”  I can be anywhere and write then, without being distracted.  It is a conscious level somewhere between those secret places down the hidden steps, and the wide-open flat places that are totally in view.  So I can walk the dog and be in that zone, writing in my mind.  I can be at the coffee shop with music, talking, laughing, the coffee roaster clacking in the background, and I don’t hear a thing outside of my thought process.

    All of the levels of the zone are fun places to be.  I think that is the bottom line for me: I love to write, so all parts of the process and all levels of focus, drawing from conscious and subconscious, are good.

    Terra in the Zone
    Terra in the Zone

    Who knows what Terra thinks about in her zone.  Bunnies?  Squirrels?  Cookies?


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    Write on Wednesday – Timbuktu Lost

    Current notebook
    Current notebook

    A very strange phenomenon occurred yesterday.

    I walk the dog every morning; first thing.  She isn’t a puppy anymore, so she doesn’t wake me at the crack of dawn.  Enjoying a lie-in, she waits for me to get her up.  I stretch for a few minutes, roll out, and throw on my walking clothes.  I find my glasses because it is too early to try and deal with contacts, and we head out.  We take three walks a day, and the first walk is the longest.  The park is only a block away, and we head there first.  We take the path around the outer edge; it is a small park so it doesn’t take too long to walk its circumference, so we take our time.  If there is no dew on the grass, we run a zig-zag across the middle for fun.  She has to stay on her lead, because otherwise a squirrel would distract her and I might never see her again.

    Once we are in the park, my mind can drift.  I enter the land of the story I am writing.

    The story I am working on right now is partially set in an urban area.  A large city urban area, so you can picture it.  That is also where I live (in real life).  It occurred to me that while I was comfortable living in my story’s urban place, it wasn’t as interesting, as excitingly different and new, as living in Iceland.

    In this past week’s Write on Wednesday, Becca asked, “How does place figure in your writing?”  Place figures big, and I was missing Iceland.  I was also missing Timbuktu.  Although I have never physically been to either one of these places, I have spent a great deal of time there in my manuscripts.  That means I have looked at many pictures and watched videos, I have talked with people who live there or have visited there, I have read extensively about the current place, and I have also studied its history.

    The strange phenomenon I mentioned was that I had this thought early Saturday morning on my walk, before I went to Alterra Café and read Becca’s prompt.  (With a new job, a bit overwhelming, I am rather late with my fun writing.)

    On my walk around the park, with wide-open space dotted with trees, I don’t have to worry about crossing streets, oncoming traffic, and other city considerations.  I can easily drop into my story-place.  So I walked around my park with the city surrounding the fringes, and in my story world, I didn’t go anywhere new.  It occurred to me how lucky I am to have an imagination.  How lucky I am to be able to allow my mind to live in a fantasy world when I choose, and I don’t even have to drink any laudanum to go there!

    Photo courtesy of Geocities.com
    Photo courtesy of Geocities.com

    When my hard drive crashed, I lost the computer copy of “Iceland.”  Fortunately, I have a copy in print that I can just retype when I get time.  I also lost the computer copy of “Timbuktu” and there is no printed copy.  It is gone.  I could spend a large amount of money to have a super-geek retrieve it for me, but I haven’t quite justified that for myself, with all of the other monetary needs in the life of my family.

    Photo courtesy of Wind-drifter.com
    Photo courtesy of Wind-drifter.com

    Certainly, I could read another’s story about Timbuktu, but it wouldn’t be “my place.”   In Bridges of Sighs,  Richard Russo said, “The loss of a place isn’t really so different from the loss of a person.  Both disappear without permission, leaving the self diminished, in need of testimony and evidence.”  I understood; I have that hollow, empty spot I drop into when I think about that place, that Timbuktu.  My Timbuktu.  The saving grace is that I can rebuild it…. when I have time.

    Photo courtesy of Wind-drifter.com
    Photo courtesy of Wind-drifter.com

    For now I will make do with the place of my current work in progress.  And I will also be thinking about where the next story should take place.  Bali might be a nice place to visit….


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    Another weekend, part 2 Harley Davidson

    **2013 Harley Davidson Anniversary Party in Milwaukee

    All hotels rooms are booked…… try an AirB&B booking.

    Enjoy the festival, the museum, the plant and all that the

    beautiful city of Milwaukee has to offer –

    and that is a lot more than beer and cheese!

    please see this listing and inquire. House is available

    for the full week.**

    Please read Another Weekend, part 1, first.

    l

    All Roads Lead to Milwaukee

    The sun was shining, temperature in the 80’s.  A perfect afternoon to head to the lakefront.  Derek and I jumped in his car and drove east.  It took a little while – remember, Harley Fest is happening.  We parked on the top of the bluff and walked down, and there they were.  Thousands upon thousands upon thousands.  And then some.

    Every way you looked, there were more bikes.

    Some were parked, others were riding.

    Faster, faster, faster, until the thrill of speed overcomes the fear of death…
    Hunter S. Thompson

    Some were painted with beautiful designs or pictures.

    I believe many Harley guys spend more time revving their engines than actually driving anywhere; I sometimes wonder why they bother to have wheels on their motorcycles.
    Dave Barry

    Others were silly.

    Some were just beautiful.

    I always wanted one of those…..

    Then we left Lincoln Memorial Drive and entered the grounds.  Talk about leather!

    People are more violently opposed to fur than leather because it’s safer to harass rich women than motorcycle gangs.
    Anonymous

    As I said in the earlier post, people came from all over the world.

    There was the bat bike.

    And antique models.

    98% of all Harleys ever sold are still on the road. The other 2% made it home.
    Anonymous

    There were so many people…

    And there were cars, too.

    They were having fun along with everyone else.

    I’d rather be riding my motorcycle thinking about God than sitting in church thinking about my motorcycle.
    Anonymous

    It made me want to go back to my past.  I didn’t know how dangerous motorcycles were then.  My dad had one, for heaven’s sake!  The only rule was I had to wear a helmet.  My daughter calls me a hypocrite because I will not let her ride.  She tells me when she is old enough, she will be on that cycle with her lip pierced and sporting a tattoo.  I hope she gains some sense in the next two years.

    But I know what she wants.  I wanted it too.

    And I to my motorcycle
    Parked like the soul of the junkyard
    Restored, a bicycle fleshed
    With power, and tore off
    Up Highway 106 continually
    Drunk on the wind in my mouth
    Wringing the handlebar for speed
    Wild to be wreckage forever.

    James Dickey


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    Another weekend, part 1 harley davidson

    Fatboy courtsey of Harley Davidson
    Fatboy courtsey of Harley Davidson

    **2013 Harley Davidson Anniversary Party in Milwaukee

    All hotels rooms are booked…… try an AirB&B booking.

    Enjoy the festival, the museum, the plant and all that the

    beautiful city of Milwaukee has to offer –

    and that happens to be a lot more than beer and cheese!

    please see this listing and inquire. House is available

    for the full week.**

    It is the Harley Davidson 105th year anniversary in Milwaukee this weekend.  I survived the 100th, and joined in the celebration of the 95th.  If you haven’t lived through it, you can’t even imagine what it is like to have 100,000 bike riders descend on your hometown.  I have no complaints, I have never had any trouble with any attendees, but it is dang hard to get around.  My son called me from his cell phone last night, while he sat in his car at a railroad crossing downtown.  He told me his little Honda was the only car in the middle of a huge group of cycles, waiting to cross the tracks.  He wasn’t frightened, it was just very odd.

    There were 25 routes from 105 starting points the bikers used to get to Milwaukee from across the US. Bikers have come from all over the world to attend.  The routes gathered riders as they traveled to the meeting point of Milwaukee, starting on August 17th.

    Riding into Milwaukee Photo/Dale Guldan
    Riding into Milwaukee Photo/Dale Guldan

    The event brings back quite a few different memory points in my life.  When I was twelve years old, my family moved from Milwaukee to a small town. I saved my babysitting and pickle-picking money and bought a horse.  It was a life long dream come true for me (I had my first pair of cowboy boots at four, and fully intended to be a cowboy when I grew up).  By the time I was sixteen, my home was no longer next to a farm: the town had grown, and the farm turned into a suburb.  No place for the horse, so she had to be boarded at a farm out in the country.  There was homework, band practice, art projects, and of course, boys.

    I sold the horse and got a motorcycle.  A Harley Davidson.

    It was a small bike, 250 CC, because my father said I had to be able to pick it up if it fell over, and I wasn’t exactly muscle bound.  Riding that bike was a lot of fun.  I had an American flag helmet, just like Peter Fonda in Easy Rider.  I lived and rebelled during that time, and had friends who were much like Captain America and Billy.

    The Steppenwolf tune from the movie was my life theme.  That is another story, however.

    The 95th anniversary in 1998 was “practice” for the 100th coming up in five years.  That party was great fun.  I owned Cecilia’s Pub at the time, and it was located in the middle of many of the festivities.  The streets were closed to cars; bikes and people milled about, listening to music. It was body to body.  I worked and played hard during that party. I met many interesting people.  I had only one fight in my bar.

    Pat Donely, from Eau Claire found his horns in Sturgis, South Dakota and enjoyed a cone of the sweet stuff. Photo/Dale Guldan
    Pat Donely, from Eau Claire found his horns in Sturgis, South Dakota and enjoyed a cone of the sweet stuff. Photo/Dale Guldan

    No, it wasn’t that guy, it was a couple of women.  That is the worst kind of fight to break up.

    So here we are at the 105th, Labor Day weekend.  I will avoid the lakefront and downtown when I am driving.  I will try not to think about work at all, until Monday evening.  I will enjoy my son’s last weekend at home before he moves to New York.  I will spend time with my Mom and sister.  I will begin the rewrite of my work in progress that was lost when my computer crashed a couple weeks ago.  I will end the list right now, so stress and being overwhelmed are not part of the weekend.  I hope you enjoy the lovely weather I am fortunate to have.  What are  your plans for this nice, long, weekend?


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