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01
Jan
10

Am I Blue?

Ella Fitzgerald – Am I Blue?

No, I’m not blue!  But once in a blue moon only comes…. once in a blue moon!

Happy New Year everyone, with my wishes to you for health and happiness, all of your hard work rewarded, dreams fulfilled, and peace everywhere.  It has been such a pleasure getting to know you through this crazy new form of communication.  I’ve learned a lot and loved visiting with you here and on your blogs.  Thanks for being a part of my life!

A peak of some blues from the past year follows:

19th and Cherry – Milwaukee Wisconsin

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Dragonfly on bamboo, Tegallingah, Bali

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Dublin, Ireland

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Derek’s little guy

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Back street, Padangbai, Bali

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Nuclear Power Plant, Sheboygan Wisconsin

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Javanese Mask, Tegallingah, Bali

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The Blue Room, Crystal Bell Inn, Wabeno Wisconsin

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Gas station, Goa Gajah, Bali

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Harley toy, Harley Davidson Museum, Milwaukee Wisconsin

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Captive Blue Birds, Gianyar, Bali

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Dublin, Ireland

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Blue Lagoon, Padangbai, Bali

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Mom’s tea party, Seymour Wisconsin

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Diving boat, Padangbai, Bali

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Lily River, Forest County, Wisconsin

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Cannamara, Ireland

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Baby chicken tied in a knot, Tembuku, Bali

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Dining room with Christmas garland

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Claire Galway Abbey, Ireland

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Bloo Lagoon Villa, Padangbai, Bali

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Martin Luther King Drive, Milwaukee Wisconsin

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Home of the unfriendly actress, Kintamani, Bali

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Muscari – Don’t despair, spring is just around the corner!

Happy New Year!

xxoo

12
Dec
09

December 12th, 2009 – 12 days to the 25th

Cecilia

Cecilia (named after his granddaughter) by James Christensen (one of my favorite modern artists).  Mr. Christensen makes an appearance every Christmas time for me, in one painting or another.

He says, his hope is that through whatever he creates, he can convey a message, inspiration or a simple laugh. He believes that teaching people to use their imagination helps us find solutions to sooth the stresses of everyday life-or get a little lift to help us keep going. In short: all things are possible when you share Christensen’s philosophy that “Believing is Seeing.”

His main body of work, mostly paintings, is heavily influenced by fantasy themes. Even his small body of religious work shows heavy fantasy influence. Christensen says his inspirations are myths, fables, fantasies, and tales of imagination.

Angels We Have Heard On High – The words of the song are based on a traditional French carol known as Les Anges dans nos campagnes (literally, “Angels in our countryside”). Its most common English version was translated in 1862 by James Chadwick.  There is also a Scottish Gaelic (Gàidhlig) translation of the carol which is known as Ainglean chuala sinn gu h-ard (literally, “Angels We Have Heard on High”). This was translated into Gaelic by Iain MacMilan.  Although I do not speak or read Gaelic, I think it sounds and looks particularly beautiful:

Ainglean chuala sinn gu h-ard,
Seinn cho milis feadh an àit’,
Na beanntannan co – sheirm an ciùil,
‘S Mac talla freagairt bòidheach ciùin.

SEISD (CHORUS):

Seinn moladh agus glòir, Moladh agus glòir
Moladh agus glòir do Dhia, An Dàrna Pearsa naomh den Trian.
Seinn moladh agus glòir, Moladh agus glòir
Moladh agus glòir do Dhia, An Dàrna Pearsa naomh den Trian.
Chìobairean, carson ur duan?
Carson a tha e àlainn buan?
Innsibh dhuinn ur naidheachd-ghaoil
Dhùisg sibh suas gu ceòl cho naomh. Seisd (Chorus)
Thig gu Bethlehem, thig is chì,
Chì thu’n Tighearna Dia do Righ;
Lùb do ghlùin ’s thoir adhradh dhà,
Crìosda rugadh dhuinn na phàisd’. Seisd (Chorus)

And then there is the Aretha Franklin version.  She is the Queen of Soul.

08
Dec
09

December 8th, 2009 – Day Eight

Shhhhhhh.  Close your eyes.  Hold my arm while we walk up the steps and through the door.  Keep your eyes closed until I tell you, okay?  We’re the first to arrive for the concert…. are you ready?  All right, open your eyes…..

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“Where are we,” you ask – “in Rome, London, Paris?”  No, guess again where this noble Italian Renaissance Basilica might be.  Yes, believe it or not, we are in Milwaukee, Wisconsin.  Modeled after St. Peter’s Basilica in Rome, it features one of the largest copper domes in the world, and is listed on the National Register of Historic Places.

Well the Basilica is incredible, the Christmas decorations lovely, but what are we here for?  Oh yes, the concert:

Tickets are $15 – $25 and are selling quickly.

Listen to a sample of the evening’s concert here

I have my tickets – I hope to see you there!



07
Dec
09

December 7th, 2009 – Day Seven

Painted by the Limbourg brothers, Paul, Hermann and Jean, The Tres Riches Heures is a classic example of a medieval book of hours. This was a collection of the text for each liturgical hour of the day, which often included other texts, including calendars, prayers, psalms and masses for certain holy days.  This painting is from the calendar section of the Tres Riches Heures, and was painted some time between 1412 and 1416.  Although this is actually February, it is one of my favorite scenes from the book, and I decided the snow made it appropriate for this advent calendar.

The Limbourgs chose a winter scene to represent this month (February), often the coldest of the year. They have painted it with extraordinary veracity, rendering details with a realism that captures the atmosphere of this harsh season. Pale light from a wan sky falls onto the whitened countryside. The starkness of the snow underlines planes and accentuates details, giving the landscape a particular sharpness. In the distance a village hides its snow-covered roofs between two hills.

A peasant on the road approaches the town, driving his donkey laden with the goods he intends to sell there.  In the foreground a farm is represented, its every element executed with meticulous care: the dovecote, beehives, cart, casks, sheepfold, a hare tree, the house and the wattled enclosure. Near the farm a young man cuts wood; in front of the dovecote a benumbed figure clutching a wool coat over his head and shoulders hurries home.

A large fire shines from the wooden house in which two peasants immodestly warm their legs while the mistress of the house, elegant in a lovely blue dress, warms herself with more decorum. Linen has been hung to dry on rods along the walls, and smoke curls from the chimney.

The birds huddled near the house, are scratching for food which the snow makes impossible to find elsewhere, further emphasizes the severity of winter.

Description from: Les Très Riches Heures du Duc de Berry

05
Dec
09

December 5th, 2009 – Day Five

When they were young, my children raced down to the tree, hoping to be the one to find the pickle.  The pickle?  Don’t you have a pickle ornament on your tree?  In our family, the child who finds the pickle gets to pass out the gifts that morning of the 25th.  Where did the tradition come from?  Many people will say, “from Germany!”

Sorry, not so.  My grandma came to the United States from Germany when she was 13, and believe me, if they had a tree for Christmas, it didn’t have a pickle on it.  It did have candles that were lit for one evening, on the 24th, and had to be watched very closely.  They did receive gifts in their socks on the evening of December 5th, to be found on the morning of the 6th.  Sometimes an orange, which was an extravagant and uncommon treat.  There might be a small ball of yarn to be used to crochet a pot holder, or to practice stitches with.  If great-grandpa had time, he might have whittled a little toy from a piece of wood.  That was about it.

But definitely no pickle on the tree.  My research turned up no conclusive answers for the pickle quest.  It’s a nice tradition, however.

“Ha ha, I found it first!!”

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And don’t forget to hang your stockings tonight!!

04
Dec
09

December 4th, 2009 – Day Four

The faces of Santa on my tree:

In the Netherlands on the evening of December 5, Sinterklaas brings presents to every child that has been good in the past year. Sinterklaas wears a red bishop’s dress including a red mitre, and rides a white horse over the rooftops of the houses.

The Dutch brought Saint Nicholas to America, where the saint was gradually morphed from the solemn bishop to a ‘jolly old elf’ called Santa Claus.

In Germany, children put a boot, called Nikolaus-Stiefel, outside their front doors on the night of December 5th. Saint Nicholas fills the boot with gifts for the good children.  The bad children will have charcoal in their boots instead.

In Sweden and Denmark, children wait eagerly for Jultomten, a gnome whose sleigh is drawn by the Julbocker, the goats belonging to Thor, the god of thunder. Elves called Juul Nisse are said to come from the attic, where they live, to help Julomten. Children put a saucer of milk or rice pudding in the attic for them.

In Syria children’s gifts come from the youngest camel on January 6th, which is Three Kings Day.  In many Spanish-speaking countries, the Three Kings leave the gifts for the children.

In Russia the gift bearer is called Baboushka.  She gave the wise men the wrong directions and on the eve of Three Kings Day she wanders from house to house, leaving gifts for the children.

HO, HO, HO

29
Nov
09

Countdown to december and the advent calendar!

Only two more days to the start of a beautiful season – winter and advent combined are one of my favorite times of year.  Unfortunately, it is raining, not snowing today. My fingers are crossed, however, for the North Wind to come blowing down from the Arctic, across Canada, picking up some moisture from Lake Superior and dropping it gracefully in wind swept bursts across southern Wisconsin.  I suspect I am one of only a few with these wishes.

For me, there is no sound sweeter than the quiet moments of a snowstorm, with ice crystals suddenly tinging on the storm windows when the wind picks up, and then quieting again when the wind drops away to gather its strength for another spate of crystalline bombardment.  The most wondrous reward after a night like this is to get up with the alarm, turn on the television and wait with breath held, until the announcment, “School is canceled today!”  The simple pleasures in life; the gift of a free day where none was expected.

Every school child has read the poem by Robert Frost, there are children’s books that illustrate it, but it is still one of my favorites:

Stopping By Woods on a Snowy Evening

Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.

My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.

He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.

The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.

Robert Frost, 1923

In two days starts the “December Advent” – twenty four days and twenty four posts before December 25th.  Some posts will be secular, some will be spiritual or religious.  Some will be funny or silly, and some will be beautiful.  I hope you will come back every day and enjoy.

Photograph by “Snowflake” Bently


15
Aug
09

bali – 7

never to see her lover

Finally!  I made it to a gamelan concert and dance.  We were invited by a friend of a friend from California.  The first orchestra to play was a group visiting Bali for a month from the US, studying Balinese music.  The performance was great, and it looked like they were having tremendous fun.  Then the local orchestra played, and they were incredible.  The music here is so unusual; all percussion, other than a flute type instrument.  The dancers were a professional group, and their costumes were colorful and gorgeous, the makeup dramatic.  The dances always tell a story about the gods (hindu) and for this particular performance, there was a narrator who sang the words (in Indonesian).  A jolly good show!

We arrived for the concert early, and since we hadn’t eaten we back-tracked to find a restaurant.  We stopped at a roadside place that specialized in fish, where I was quite hesitant to eat for the sake of my healthy stomach, but hunger overruled.  This was not a tourist joint, so the menus were in Indonesian, and there were no eating utensils available.  Balinese style.  We each got a little bowl of water to dip our greasy hands in when we were done eating (no napkins, either).  D and her husband had fish, and Y and I had chicken, steamed rice, and vegetable concoction of Asia water spinach and sprouts which I couldn’t eat because it was so HOT!  So far, my stomach has been just fine (knock on wood.)

D’s husband drove us there, and if I thought D was a wild driver, I had no clue.  There are no speed limits here, and no demarcations for passing zones.  You beep and go.  I am amazed I am still alive, along with the rest of the population here, though I have witnessed numerous accidents.  The roads are about as wide as two little cars, and usually there is a foot or two of shoulder.  People walk with huge baskets of stuff on their heads.  Motorcycles with families, including small babies, pass on the right and the left (women riding side saddle because of their sarongs, looking bored).  And there are trucks and tour buses that go slowly up hills, so god forbid you don’t want to slow down driving behind one of them.  No seat belts in the back seat, so I made my peace and decided if now was my time to die, so be it.  And here I am to tell the story!

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Friday I spent the day in Ubud again.  D wanted me to take the bemo in and have her husband pick me up on the motorcycle afterwards, but I smiled and waited for another suggestion.  Nope.  You will not get me on a motorcycle in Bali.  Never.  Since she was driving past Ubud on the way to and from her Green School destination, I figured she could drop me off and I could walk into town.  So she agreed.  I had a great day.  I carried an umbrella to guarantee it wouldn’t rain, and I confirmed where north was before I set out so I knew exactly where I was all day!  First I walked about two miles (I got a little lost…. Maps are not terribly accurate in Bali) to visit Threads of Life – an Indonesian textile arts center.  Threads of Life commissions weavers to “recover the skills of their ancestors – sponsoring the weaving of traditional, handmade, natural-dyed textiles.”  Unfortunately, many artists have switched to weaving junk for the tourist market, and have let the traditional practices go.

Threads of Life is a fair trade business that uses culture and conservation to alleviate poverty in rural Indonesia. The heirloom-quality textiles and baskets we commission are made with local materials and natural dyes. With the proceeds from the Threads of Life gallery, we help weavers to form independent cooperatives and to manage their resources sustainably.

The museum was on a beautiful and very (unusually) neat and clean road, so the walk to and from was quite pleasant.  The museum was also air conditioned, so that was a treat too.

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Then I went in search of decadent food, and I found it, no problem.  A scrumptious croissant made from white flour, butter and jam with sugar in it, and a latte made with cow’s milk!  Don’t tell D!!  It was ambrosial.  My next stop was the Sacred Monkey Forest Sanctuary.  The forest is home to about three hundred Balinese macaques – aside from humans, the most widespread and successful of all primates.  It was dark and cool in the forest and the monkeys were very clever about convincing humans to feed them the tiny little bananas women were selling at the entrance.  There was a walkway down into the gorge, and at the bottom, the river and a bathing temple.

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bridge monk forest

Next on my itinerary was shopping.  I met success at the open market and at a couple shops.  The number of shops squished into this small town is unbelievable. And crowds!  Tourists in pairs and groups of thirty, traipsing along in a line, and drivers shouting, “Transport, you need transport?  Not today, tomorrow?”  The sidewalks are about 30 inches wide, and you had better watch your feet because sometimes a paver will fall into the sewer below and you have to step over the hole.  The road is so skinny, traffic is one way, but motorbikes go both ways anyway.  It is hard to window shop when you have to watch out for your life at the same time!  All that work made me hungry, so I found a quiet spot for lunch and enjoyed chicken sate and steamed rice and salad.  And another latte.  The coffee is sooooo good here; who needs to sleep at night!?

After lunch, more walking, people watching, and window-shopping, I was headed for Rendezvousdous.  Listed in my Lonely Planet book as “the most creative spot on the street,” it sounded interesting.  It was definitely different from all the other tourist-type spots I have visited in Ubud.  This was more of a local intellectuals and expat kind of place.  The walls were lined with shelves of used books that could be perused while drinking, or they could be purchased.  Many languages were represented – a book by Toni Morrison was at my eye level, directly across from me.  There was a huge screen tv in the back of the room that was showing silent, black and white films of Bali in the 1930’s.  The owner came out of his packrat style office whenever a customer came in, and greeted them.  He was French, and had a lengthy conversation with the young French couple sitting next to me at the long, communal table.  This time I had an iced latte, which cost me $1.00, and I enjoyed sitting in the dim coolness, surrounded by books, French conversation, and great photographs of old Bali.

It was a lovely way to wile away the last, hot, hour of the afternoon, while I waited for D to pick me up.  We went to a pottery factory on the way home where I bought a teapot made in Java, and we went grocery shopping.  D had a productive day at school, so we were all happy.

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The view, before I pull the mosquito netting around me and tuck it in tight, because last night a RAT ran across my legs.  yuck!

09
Mar
09

the irish pirate queen, Gráinne Ní Mháille

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I am known here by my alter ego, at least in name: Qugrainne.  This is a shortened, yahoo style handle, which comes from the name Gráinne Ní Mháille. Gráinne is also know as the pirate queen of Connaught – and her Anglicized name of Grace O’Malley.

Gráinne was born in 1530 in Ireland, of course.  If you remember history, you will know that Henry VIII was the king of England at that time.   Gráinne was of noble birth too: her father was chieftain of the O Mháille clan, and controlled much of what is now called County Mayo.  Gráinne was the only child of her parents, who came from a long line of seafarers.

The story is, Gráinne wanted to go sailing too, just like her father.  She was what we would in my childhood have called a tomboy.  When she begged to go on a trip to Spain with her father, he told her she couldn’t go because her hair was too long and would have put her in danger of getting caught in the ships ropes.  Easy solution to that problem, right?  Of course she cut off her hair, and her father had no further excuse to deny her sailor’s rights.

She married at 16 to Dónal an-Chogaidh (Donal of the Battle) O’Flaherty and they had three children: Owen, who was murdered by the English when he was in his late 20’s, Margaret, who was much like her mother, and Murrough who was an absolute sexist and joined forces with his older brothers’ murderers.  Gráinne never spoke with him again after this traitorous act.

Husband Donal was killed in battle, and in 1566 Gráinne married Richard-an-Iarainn Bourke, with whom she had one son.  After a year of marriage, Gráinne yelled from their castle window, “Richard Bourke, I dismiss you,” and the divorce was final.  She kept the castle.

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Gráinne did follow in her family’s footsteps and amassed a fleet of her own.  As the British charged tax for ships entering their waters, thus did Gráinne board ships to collect tax when they entered her waters.  The English called this piracy.  Eventually she got a little more aggressive, and became a pirate queen in earnest, attacking ships and fortresses held by other Irish clans as well as the English.  She also became very wealthy.

In 1593 the English governor of Connaught, Sir Richard Bingham, captured two of Gráinne’s sons and her brother-in-law.  Gráinne sailed to England to petition Queen Elizabeth for their release.  It is the general consensus that Gráinne must have spoken Latin, because the Queen of England did not speak Gaelige, and Gráinne did not speak English.  Gráinne also requested that Richard Bingham be removed from office, and in return she would stop supporting Irish rebellion.  Elizabeth did not live up to her word so neither did Gráinne.  She continued her pirating ways until her death in 1603, the same year that Queen Elizabeth died.

There are stories and songs written about the exploits of Gráinne Ní Mháille.  She finds her way into movies, Broadway plays, and famous literature.  My favorite take on the pirate queen was performed by Maggie Cronin in Milwaukee in 1999, at Cecilia’s Pub.  Damien Jaques, the Journal Sentinel theater critic wrote a review of the one-woman play:

The best example of compelling stagecraft in Milwaukee is being presented on one of the city’s most unconventional stages. Irish actress Maggie Cronin is making her North American debut with her one-woman show “A Most Notorious Woman” on a small stage tucked into a corner of Cecilia’s Pub in Walker’s Point. In 85 engaging minutes, Cronin demonstrates that thrilling theater can happen anywhere. She plays all of the characters herself.

“A Most Notorious Woman” is about Grace O’Malley, a 16th century sea captain and pirate who harassed the English during their drive to conquer Ireland. In probably her most audacious act, Grace sailed her pirate ship up the Thames River to confront Queen Elizabeth I over the English’s kidnapping of her son. O’Malley was a “hard woman, a handsome woman, a wife twice and a mother,” to quote the play. Rumor had it that at least one of O’Malley’s children was born at sea.

After doing extensive historical research, Cronin, who lives in Belfast, wrote “A Most Notorious Woman” several years ago. Filled with sly and clever humor, the piece jumps back and forth in time and mixes historical periods with amazing ease and clarity. For example, Elizabeth I talks on a cell phone at one point in the play, but putting a late 20th-century gadget into the hand of a late 16th-century queen does not confuse or appear ridiculous.

Credit that to the perfect melding of text with actor. Cronin is clearly a writer. Her play is intelligent, inventive, playful and blessed with the Irish gift for vividly descriptive language.

She connects O’Malley’s unlikely life at sea with the 19th and 20th –century women who emigrated from Ireland by boat. That concept may seem on paper to be a bit of a reach, but in performance it makes absolute sense. Perhaps that is due to the spell Cronin the actress casts. She holds the room from the moment she first opens her mouth, creating magical moments with seemingly no effort. In the blink of an eye, Cronin folds a sheet of cloth into a wrapped newborn infant whose breath you can almost see. In another blink, her soft, pretty face twists into the contorted grimace of a salty old male pirate.

There is a raw and exciting theatricality at work here that cannot be bought with big budgets and fancy surroundings. “A Most Notorious Woman” also proves to be an entertaining history lesson. Cronin gives us a glimpse of a fractious tribal Ireland that fought itself as much as it fought the British.

What a treat it is to have Maggie Cronin in Milwaukee.

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A grand time was had by all, the show was extended an extra week, all seats were sold.  I regret to have lost touch with Maggie, and I have found there are no you-tube videos of her play.  It is a loss for all of us because she was fantastic.

So that is the story of Queen Gráinne – Grace O’Malley.  She was long my hero, and then I even got to meet her!

(All photos of Ireland, including blog header, were taken by my son.)
28
Feb
09

the power of the written word

The Write on Wednesday prompt,

How do you find positive things to write about in these troubled times? Do you think the written word has the power to effect positive change?

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What came first, the robin or the egg?   What came first, the use of language that produced the larger brain capacity, or the larger brain that facilitated the higher-level cognitive processes of language and communication?  According to Alfred Burns in his book The Power of the Written Word: The Role of Literacy in the History of Western Civilization, “the two steps were taken concurrently and seem inextricably connected.”  He also states,

…language was at the heart of the evolutionary step which created the species of homo sapiens. And apparently human evolution stopped with its creation. In the 30,000 years since Paleolithic man left his sophisticated paintings and ingenious tools in the caves of France and Spain, no further evolution is discernible.

I find this fact rather odd.  Was 30,000 years ago the apex of our evolution, and there is nowhere to go from here?  Or, maybe we don’t need anything else, because our brains are capable of taking care of any further business?   Back to that point 30,000 years ago, when humans first came up with the idea of communicating with pictographic signs on cave walls.  An example is the lovely paintings in Pech-Merle Cave in Lot, France from 14,000 BC. In this particular painting, you see a spotted horse with a negative hand imprint next to it.  Is this the artist’s signature, identifying him in particular, and later inspiring the development of written language, the next step in development of word-syllabic phonetic writing?

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The next step in the history of our literacy was the creation of the alphabet, followed by the invention of the printing press and the introduction of paper.   Can you imagine a world without books?   The University of Cambridge owned a total of 180 books before Johann Gutenberg came along in 1454 and invented the first printing press with movable metal type.

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Before this, all books had been written by hand, one book at a time.  These are beautiful, of course, but with the development of printing, a scribe’s work for one day could be accomplished in a few minutes.

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Which brings us to the present, and the invention of the computer, the personal computer, blogs, email, and all the other wonderful conveniences of our time.  My grandma, who died at 93 years old a few years ago, just could not wrap her brain around the concept of email.  What unfathomable invention will be next for us?

Here I am after following this circuitous route, back to the original question posed by Becca:  Do you think the written word has the power to effect positive change?  From the brief history recounted above, the written word has obviously gone through a lot of change in tandem with us, be it positive change or not.   Proscribing to the cup-half-full philosophy, I would say positive change is most certainly affected and effected by the written word.  Writing makes knowledge and communication permanent (regrettably true after one has written a passionate communication with someone and then broken off the relationship…..).  But this permanency of writing also makes available the unlimited sharing of ideas and the potential growth from building upon them.  Why would there be so many “self help” books on the market if readers didn’t truly believe they might change their lives just by reading them?

What about writing a journal or a memoir to expel the emotions of the past, to bring order to a chaotic mind, or sooth a tormented soul?  In The therapeutic Power of the Written Word in The London Independent, Terence Blacker points to his personal evidence:

[what about] the air of gentle sanity that hangs over a literary festival like the scent of roses, the pleasant and easygoing natures of contemporary writers, with their strong yet modest sense of self, their quiet wisdom about the world beyond the study.

I love the picture evoked for me from those words: I want to be there!

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Oops.  That is a tea party I wanted to attend, not a literary festival.

All of this reading and writing and ruminating led me to a poem, which made me smile:

Writing in the Afterlife

by Billy Collins

I imagined the atmosphere would be clear,
shot with pristine light,
not this sulphurous haze,
the air ionized as before a thunderstorm.

Many have pictured a river here,
but no one mentioned all the boats,
their benches crowded with naked passengers,
each bent over a writing tablet.

I knew I would not always be a child
with a model train and a model tunnel,
and I knew I would not live forever,
jumping all day through the hoop of myself.

I had heard about the journey to the other side
and the clink of the final coin
in the leather purse of the man holding the oar,
but how could anyone have guessed

that as soon as we arrived
we would be asked to describe this place
and to include as much detail as possible—
not just the water, he insists,

rather the oily, fathomless, rat-happy water,
not simply the shackles, but the rusty,
iron, ankle-shredding shackles—
and that our next assignment would be

to jot down, off the tops of our heads,
our thoughts and feelings about being dead,
not really an assignment,
the man rotating the oar keeps telling us—

think of it more as an exercise, he groans,
think of writing as a process,
a never-ending, infernal process,
and now the boats have become jammed together,

bow against stern, stern locked to bow,
and not a thing is moving, only our diligent pens.

For me, heaven.  For someone else, maybe hell!

I cannot end this post without an update on the baby:

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Note:  In the advent of St. Patrick’s Day and my blogoversy, a few weeks of celebrating all things Irish, coming up.




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