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12
Mar
10

Transitions…..

The snow has almost disappeared.  And look what I spotted today!  There is an end to the eternal in-between time; the end of winter and beginning of spring.  The streets are mucky and gray, the ground is too wet to walk on, and garbage appears from under piles of melting snow.  As I walked the dogs this afternoon, listening to some robins chirping about their nest building, I was reminded of the first poem I ever wrote:

Snow is white, and

Summer is green.

And in the summer

I grow my beans.

Flowers and grass

will not grow,

in the white

and heavy snow.

Give me a break!  I was only seven; but it did appear in the school’s mimeographed newspaper.  I haven’t done much rhyming work since then.  The snow is no longer white here, but spring is just about upon us.  One of the first things to bloom in my yard will be the Redbud:

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We will be well into summer before the roses blossom, but it’s nice to think about…

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There is the promise, though…

Speaking of promise, and what is to come, we are waiting for an arrival…..  We did a lot of work to prepare for the moment.

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First, we found a chair on Craig’s list, went to JoAnn Fabric, and chose seven different fabrics.  Next we recovered the chair cushions, making a little roll pillow for the lower back:

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Then we recovered the shade on the lamp that was in the girls’ room when they were little, along with painting their pink bookshelf a springy, light green:

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We measured the window and sewed the curtains:

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And made tie-backs for the curtains from chains of elephants we found at World Market:

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We went to the Folk Fair, bought some Chinese zodiac symbols, and found the perfect frames at the Dollar Tree:

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Of course every room needs a variety of pillows:

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There was a Haitian painting in the basement that fit the theme perfectly:

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A skirt for the bed and collaged letters on the wall…..

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Now we are anxiously waiting for the occupant to arrive – she is one day overdue!!

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Gaelic for ‘little poet.’ Let’s hope she has more talent in that area than I did.

I have missed blogging and reading blogs and commenting on blogs.  2010 has had a rather trying and very busy beginning.  I think I am beyond the most difficult, however, and look forward to getting back into the mix.  I am teaching a night class at Carroll University, Understanding Self, Race, Class and Gender to Leverage Student Achievement, which has been interesting, and quite a challenge.  I attended a fabulous writer’s conference this past weekend, meeting a few agents, many writers, and a few soul mates.  I am doing quite a bit of writing, which has become the top of my priority list… although when Teagan shows up, I suspect writing will be bumped to second place.  I have a partial manuscript being read by an agent right now, and a full manuscript being read by an editor of a small publishing company.

Life goes on.  Happy spring to you.  I hope everyone I have “talked” with in the past forgives me for my neglect, and I hope you will come back to visit and comment now and then.  I will be visiting you!

01
Jan
10

Am I Blue?

Ella Fitzgerald – Am I Blue?

No, I’m not blue!  But once in a blue moon only comes…. once in a blue moon!

Happy New Year everyone, with my wishes to you for health and happiness, all of your hard work rewarded, dreams fulfilled, and peace everywhere.  It has been such a pleasure getting to know you through this crazy new form of communication.  I’ve learned a lot and loved visiting with you here and on your blogs.  Thanks for being a part of my life!

A peak of some blues from the past year follows:

19th and Cherry – Milwaukee Wisconsin

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Dragonfly on bamboo, Tegallingah, Bali

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Dublin, Ireland

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Derek’s little guy

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Back street, Padangbai, Bali

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Nuclear Power Plant, Sheboygan Wisconsin

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Javanese Mask, Tegallingah, Bali

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The Blue Room, Crystal Bell Inn, Wabeno Wisconsin

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Gas station, Goa Gajah, Bali

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Harley toy, Harley Davidson Museum, Milwaukee Wisconsin

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Captive Blue Birds, Gianyar, Bali

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Dublin, Ireland

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Blue Lagoon, Padangbai, Bali

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Mom’s tea party, Seymour Wisconsin

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Diving boat, Padangbai, Bali

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Lily River, Forest County, Wisconsin

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Cannamara, Ireland

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Baby chicken tied in a knot, Tembuku, Bali

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Dining room with Christmas garland

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Claire Galway Abbey, Ireland

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Bloo Lagoon Villa, Padangbai, Bali

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Martin Luther King Drive, Milwaukee Wisconsin

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Home of the unfriendly actress, Kintamani, Bali

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Muscari – Don’t despair, spring is just around the corner!

Happy New Year!

xxoo

11
Nov
09

Along came a spider…. and a toad….and a tree…

Mother Nature, queen of all she sees…

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Marbled Orbweaver, Araneus marmoreus

Not dangerous; the dogs found it clinging to the side of the house yesterday afternoon.  So that’s what’s been spinning all those webs on the porch rails!  Its bulbous body was approximately 18 mm across – HUGE.

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Bufo Americanus?

We were walking along the Lily River when the dog stopped to sniff something on the path.  I bent down to look… ahhhhh!  A toad!  Dog sniffed and walked away, thank goodness.  I don’t think toads taste very good.  I’m not sure what kind of toad he was since I don’t know much about toads, but a little research leads me to think Bufo Americanus.  Isn’t Bufo a great name?

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If a tree falls in the forest…..

This was too close for comfort.  We stopped to write down a phone number from a sign, and 10 seconds later the tree fell a few feet in front of the car.  Whoa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Mother nature was looking out for me that day!

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It was a BIG tree.

This is in the National Forest in Forest County two weeks ago… yes, they have had snow.  It was a lovely walk in the woods with the crunchy leaves and the dusting of snow on the evergreens and the golden tamarack.  Some of the trees were 400 years old!

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Very old!

And some of the trees were very big.  See those black gloves flapping on either side of the trunk?

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Very big!


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Old Baldy.


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Lovely Lily in the fall.

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Golden flames of Tamarack.


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And speaking of old and big… Zoey is a year old already, and about as large as she is going to get (14 pounds wringing wet).  She thinks she is big and mean, though, and is quite willing to take on any pit bull in the neighborhood.  Try as we might, we cannot disabuse her of the notion!

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So I have been tiptoeing around blogland, dropping in and reading, and tiptoeing out again.  Forgive me, all of my friends, for not commenting.  I have been saving my typing fingers for Nanowrimo (National Novel Writing Month).   I did a very sorry job of it last year, and promised myself better output this year.  I am working on a sequel to a young adult fantasy completed this past summer (I wasn’t just lazing around in Bali!).  That completed manuscript is in the hands of an editor of a publishing company right now.  I anxiously await her verdict, though I suspect it will be a while.

22
Jul
09

Bali – 3

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Passion flower

Friday, July 17th

For some unknown reason my internal clock and compass have made their own adjustments to life in Bali. I wake at 4 a.m., ready to start my day. That would be three in the afternoon at home. I have no idea why this works. I need a nap in the afternoon for an hour, and then fall asleep around ten or 10:30 pm. My personal compass is an even poorer quality mechanism. Because I am on the side of the river gorge in the middle of a forest, I don’t see much sky from my kitchen, where I have set up my computer on the table. It is also very hazy in the morning so the sun is obscured. My compass keeps telling me north is south, and the sun isn’t helping me out. Maybe it is because I am living on the other side of the equator, plus my head is facing south instead of north in my bed. It has me slightly disoriented. I hope my needle swings in the correct direction soon!

Since Bali is situated so close to the equator, day and night are of equal length. The sun goes down at seven and comes up at seven. I am used to long summer days, so this too is bewildering. I took a walk this morning around the prawn ponds, along the river, and through Dawn’s garden. She is working at being self sufficient for her family’s vegetables. For breakfast we had an omelet stuffed with Thai basil, garlic, shallots, Indonesian spinach, and feta. I am sure I reek, exuding Thai basil and garlic from every pore.

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After breakfast we drove to the city of Klungkung, which was once the centre of Bali’s most important kingdom. I knew what direction we were going because the sun was out! We were headed to a family compound that sells cloth, to purchase some fabric for clothing. One of Dawn’s housekeepers, Ketute, is also a seamstress, and she is going to make some jackets for me! I purchased three different pieces of batik that were still stiff with wax, which we will have to boil out before Ketute can begin sewing on them. They are gorgeous, and it is difficult to believe they were hand woven and dyed by Balinese women, instead of being made on huge machines. We visited two different rooms in the compound – in one room were rainbow stacks of lightweight cotton in solid colors, and the other room contained prints: batiks, stripes, and ikat patterns, also in cotton.

Next we stopped in the city market, which consisted of a number of sprawling buildings stuffed with stalls that sold everything imaginable. Our goal was the fabric sellers tucked deep in the warrens of a large, central building. I procured a stunning, diaphanous shawl with a paisley print in turquoise and rust. After that purchase, we drove to another shop that sold the hand-formed frog closures for the soon-to-be jackets, as well as matching thread. And then home. It takes a long time to go just a few miles here, because of the traffic, road conditions, and the geography of the country. Because the rivers run north and south, so do the highways. Very few roads cross east and west, so roundabouts and backtracking are necessary to get from point a to point b. A five mile “as the crow flies” trip might end up being fifteen or twenty miles. Add in two thousand mopeds and a road that is fifteen feet wide, and you have quite an adventure that might be an hour in duration!

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Freeway, Bali style

We were both ready for a nap when we got home. After our lie-down, Dawn made mint juleps (sans alcohol) from mint in the garden, fresh limejuice, and palm sugar, for a treat. There was pad thai for dinner. It was delicious, and just a touch warm in deference to my weak, northern latitudes palate. I blissfully fell asleep at 10:30, after my attempt to read failed.

20
Jul
09

Bali – 2

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The living room and the forest

Thursday, July 16th, 5:30 a.m.

The Bali you see in advertisements, hear about, and imagine, is not the Bali that exists away from the hotels that line the beaches.  Beautiful, but….. the real Bali is a third world country, a tropical country, and an educationally backward place in comparison to Western standards.

We took a trek along the river yesterday, climbed down 159 steps (Yanni, Dawn’s son, was counting) to an 11th Century Buddhist meditation temple and caves.  The government put in the steps in the ‘90’s, thinking it could be a tourist site, but didn’t follow through any further, so no one goes there but the locals.  They get water from the springs pouring out of the side of the cliff, and they bathe in the thundering waterfalls next to the river.

The river is contained on each side by cement walls, which also form the walkway.  On one side of this walkway, farmers put in pipes to shunt off water for their fishponds, prawn ponds, and rice fields.  The back walls of home compounds abut the other side of the river.  There is no garbage pickup in rural Bali, so people dump their refuse over the wall.  There isn’t a lot: whatever can be put into the compost heap won’t be found in this dump.  Any bottles, cans, or paper that can be sold for recycling won’t be there.  What is there in the unsightly pile is plastic.  Plastic food wrapping, plastic bags, and whatever other plastic refuse you can think of that can’t be recycled.  Some of the plastic shifts from the piles and floats down the river.

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The river

People take their daily baths in the river.  You are polite and don’t look at them, and thus they are in the privacy of their personal bathing place.  The river is also the toilet.  We walked past two men who were defecating in the river.  On the way back, we waved to a woman who had just slaughtered a chicken, thrown the refuse in the river, and was washing the chicken.  Yanni jumped in and swam in the river to cool off.  The concept is: the river carries it away.   One doesn’t consider what was thrown away upstream.

My water comes from a tap (where it is prior to that, I dare not think), and I boil a huge kettle full every morning.  I fill one old wine bottle that I leave in the bathroom to brush my teeth with.   I fill another bottle that I put in the refrigerator to have a cold drink in the afternoon.  I make my first cup of tea, and leave the rest of the boiled water in the kettle to use throughout the day for washing dishes or rinsing fruit before I peel it.  When the kettle is empty, I refill and boil it again.

My guesthouse has a western toilet, for which I am grateful.  Using an Asian toilet – two foot rests and a hole in the ground, does not captivate me.   I placed my toothbrush, toothpaste and contact supplies in a bowl and covered it with a kitchen towel.  I didn’t like to picture the mice running across the bowl after taking their nip out of the bar soap on the sink.

On Wednesday we drove all afternoon on errands.  The first stop was the “greenhouse” which name does not really fit because everywhere here is green and flowering and lush.  Dawn needed to purchase some lotus plants for her new fishpond.  The lotuses have large, rippled, dusty green leaves that reach for the sun.  The flowers are a luscious pink with an incredible yellow seedpod in the center.

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Lotus

Our next stop was in the gold and silver smith village.  Dawn bought some leather string to make necklaces, which she sells on consignment in a store for tourists.  Then we drove to Ubud, where there were many westerners in evidence.  I bought a loaf of organic, whole wheat bread and a jar of organic peanut butter.  There are women begging everywhere, sitting on the steps of stores and gathered at stoplights with their children, who run to thrust their hands in your car window when you stop for a red light.

For lunch yesterday Dawn picked lettuce and Thai basil from her garden.  I cringed when she washed it in the tap water, but I have to get over my German fastidiousness or starve.  The salad was lovely.  For supper last night we had the long green beans from the garden, chopped tiny and stir-fried with garlic, shallots, Thai red peppers, and mung bean sprouts.  Dawn also added tempe and served it over rice in a sauce made from turmeric and coconut milk.  My vegetarianism is now confirmed.

The coconut milk was made from a coconut that fell off of a tree in the back yard.  Agung, the housekeeper, took the husk off and split the nut.  Then Dawn broke it into pieces and removed the brown, hairy, shell.  She chopped it into small bits, threw it into the blender with water, and blended it until it was fine.  Then it was strained.  In the morning we had a ladle of coconut milk over warmed black rice mush with some palm sugar for sweetening.  My children would starve to death!  The coconut milk was quite rich and tasted nothing like the coconut shavings we find on cakes at home and which I abhor.

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Sunrise burning off the mist – view from my living room.

04
Jul
09

Summer, the 4th, and what’s new!

It has been quite a long hiatus from WordPress. I missed writing here, though I have kept up with my usual round of blogs whether I commented when I visited you or not. I have really been limiting my time on the computer the past few weeks. Wrapping up the end of the school year with a round of seminars and meetings ate up a fair bit of time. Lots of my free time went to family activities, which has been wonderful. My son and I signed up for a 5k run called Storm the Bastille, which starts at 9pm the first night of Bastille Days on July 9th (you know, Milwaukee, the city of festivals!). We have been running, biking, and strength training to get in shape.

There have been numerous family gigs: my uncle in town from Nevada is reason for a gathering of all the cousins, my mother’s annual garden party, and birthdays to celebrate. My baby turns 17 on Monday! Time flies.

And just around the corner, a trip to Bali. It has taken time and planning to get organized for my travels. Typhoid, polio, tetanus, Hepatitis A and B, and Encephalitis vaccinations, and malaria medication, as well as antibiotics in case of “traveler’s diarrhea.” This all entailed numerous doctor office and travel clinic visits. Indonesian rupiahs have been ordered through AAA and have arrived. Gifts for my cousin and her family have been purchased. Other than packing, I think I am ready to go.

I have been taking lots of photos the past few weeks, getting to know my camera better.

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On a bike ride along the lakefront.

The puppy is really growing up.  Terra puts up with her, but Zoe absolutely adores Terra.  Their favorite napping spot:

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Terra can’t keep her eyes open!

The garden has needed a lot of attention.  Weeds love all the rain Milwaukee has received!  The garden in the back yard is only four years old, but is outgrowing its space.  I think I was a little too ambitious when I planted nine trees and ten bushes, along with the pond and all the flowers.  Trim trim trim.

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The fish are really liking summer big time!

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For the past month, I have been picking strawberries – three or four quarts a day.  What we don’t eat fresh, I have been freezing.  Wonderful in January!  I love the quadruple ones.

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My cousin’s husband is a Harley Davidson aficionado.  We went to the Harley museum shop to get him a t-shirt, and of course we had to take a spin around the museum while we were there.  What a fun place!  I decided designing a museum would be a great job!

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Of course the bike in Easy Rider was a Harley Davidson.

The day for my mother’s garden party was beautiful, perfect temperature, no rain in sight!  There was a strolling violinist, tea sandwiches, trifle for dessert, and a garden hat competition.  I made carrot cupcakes with marzipan garden hats for decoration.

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And today is the fourth of July.

Happy Holidays!!

Stay safe and enjoy

17
Mar
09

the luck of the irish!

Happy Saint Patrick’s Day!

What a lucky day!  I have been bemoaning the fact that I lost all of the photos my daughter and I took on our trip to Ireland last summer.  We still had the pictures my son took, but he is not as trigger happy as I am.  I was searching through my dvds tonight, looking for a powerpoint I had created for my students about the history of Ireland.  I thought I had found it when I stuck a disk titled “Ireland – 1″ in the computer slot.  Picture my surprise, and instant jubilation, when our photos of Ireland showed up!  I don’t remember putting the photos on disc, but obviously someone did (son?).  I am so grateful.

The three of us had a really good time on this adventure.  We had an apartment in Dublin for three days, and we just tromped around, doing all the usual tourist things.

Guinness brewery:

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Guinness in the pub:

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Gawking at beautiful things:

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Then we rented a car and hit the road.  We drove across the country to County Galway and a hotel we reserved for a week.

Everyone knows this famous sight:

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Kylemore Abbey – the Monastic home of the Benedictine Order of Nuns in Ireland.  There is a boarding school there now, but that is going to close over the next few years.  I am including a few pictures from the grounds, because usually one only gets that very famous glimpse.

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The gardens were gorgeous, as was the surrounding countryside.

We also took drives around and about the area:

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Near our hotel were the beautiful ruins of an old church and graveyard.  We walked there every evening and took photos, imagined the past, explored, and dreamed.

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May the road rise up to meet you.
May the wind be always at your back.
May the sun shine warm upon your face;
the rains fall soft upon your fields and until we meet again,
may God hold you in the palm of His hand.

08
Dec
08

December 8th – Eighth day of Advent

Snow is white….

Snow is white,

Summer is green.

And in the summer I grow my beans.

Flowers and grass will not grow,

In the white and heavy snow.

My first attempt at poetry, age seven.  I guess I was already thinking about being a gardener.  No beans growing in this back yard right now!  Weatherman says more on the way.  Yippee!!

My career in poetry ended soon after this.

26
Oct
08

Write on Wednesday, the last rose of summer, welcome fall…

This week’s prompt from Becca on Write on Wednesday was:

Do you make time to write everyday? Don’t you think everybody should?

Well…… I do write every day, but I do not Write every day.  Big difference, for me, between writing for work and writing for…. fun.  Comments, logs, emails – enough said about work writing.

I communicate with friends and family every day in writing: text (yes, my daughters have finally forced me), emails to friends, Facebook notes to cousins on the “Clan” page – that kind of writing.

Since my new position began in late August, I have not had the mental energy to Write every day.  But I think it is time to get back to it.  I have settled into the routine of work, I know (for the most part) what I am doing, I have had confirmation from my supervisors that all is well.  And I have made a couple writing commitments.  One is to NaNoWriMo – write a book in thirty days.  I am excited about something I have never tried before, and I am storing up energy and ideas.  What to write?  I haven’t decided yet.  It has to be something I know.  There won’t be time for any research.

Back to the prompt.  Should everybody write every day?  I think there is great value in writing daily, but you have to bring something to it, and not everyone might choose to do that, or know how to do that.  My hero, Anne Lamott said,

Writing has so much to give, so much to teach, so many surprises. That thing you had to force yourself to do – the actual act of writing – turns out to be the best part. It’s like discovering that while you thought you needed the tea ceremony for the caffeine, what you really needed was the tea ceremony. The act of writing turns out to be its own reward.

That is how I, personally, feel about writing.  But certainly there are many other ways to communicate, and I think that is really the base of Becca’s question.  “Do you make time to – communicate – every day?  Don’t you think everybody should?”  Definitely.

Communicate with friends and loved ones, communicate with nature, communicate with yourself…. That is what makes us special and so very different from all the other animals: the quality of our communication.  We don’t just tell our neighbors where our territory ends and theirs starts, or where the honey is.  We talk about our feelings and our fears and our needs.  We have the ability to share the beauty we find in life.  I think we have a responsibility to do that, as a way of giving thanks for this gift.  We can journal, saving our stories for future generations, or to be introspective and grow, which will serve the people in our lives and ourselves.  We can communicate through music, finding peace or release through this medium of communication, and possibly to share with others.  Or we can talk, entertaining those around us.  There is a multitude of ways to communicate, and I do believe we have a responsibility to do so.

To get back to Lamott’s tea ceremony.  I have learned that the ceremony is the beauty of life.  I think it is a very rare young person who figures this out, and some people never get it.  As I wrote in last week’s post, it is all about the trip, rather than the destination.

So while you are on your trip, please do connect, divulge, inform, correspond, proclaim, publish, perform, report, announce, interact, or use whatever means with which you communicate best.

There are a few more roses in the yard, but if frost comes in the next couple nights, this will be the last rose from the summer.  Crossing over time is lovely.

27
Sep
08

Write on Wednesday about details

Another thoughtful prompt from Becca this week, on Write on Wednesday.  I am so pleased I decided to take the time today to think about it.

Are you detail oriented in your writing? What are some of the details you most notice in the world around you? What details do you focus on in your writing – place, character, emotional?

Photo by Jim Flynn

Photo by Jim Flynn

The public library is looking for me.  I checked out Bird by Bird, written by Anne Lamott, on August 3rd.  The library gives you the book for three weeks, at which time you can renew another three weeks.  That due date was September 14th, but I am not finished with the book yet.  I should just go out and buy it, but I haven’t gotten around to it, and I can’t give this one up until I have a replacement copy.

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Anne Lamott

Anne gets me off to a good start every day.  In between the bliss of Egyptian cotton and wrapping my peanut butter sandwich in wax paper, I have Anne.  I read two or three pages at a time.  There are tiny post-it tags sticking out of three sides of the book; it looks like a porcupine.  I don’t really want to finish this book.  I will certainly read it again because it is teaching me a lot, but I am also planning to read it again because I am taken with the way she writes in such incredible detail.

Anne writes in detail about things, but she also writes in detail about… the details of writing.  She says,

I honestly think in order to be a writer, you have to learn to be reverent. If not, why are you writing? Why are you here?

Let’s think of reverence as awe, as presence in and openness to the world. The alternative is that we stultify, we shut down. Think of those times when you’ve read prose or poetry that is presented in such a way, that you have a fleeting sense of being startled by beauty or insight, by a glimpse into someone’s soul. All of a sudden everything seems to fit together or at least to have some meaning for a moment. This is our goal as writers, I think; to help others have this sense of – please forgive me – wonder, of seeing things anew, things that can catch us off guard, that break in on our small bordered worlds. When this happens, everything feels more spacious. Try walking around with a child who’s going, “Wow, wow! Look at that dirty dog! Look at that burned-down house! Look at that red sky!” And the child points and you look, and you see, and you start going, “Wow! Look at that huge crazy hedge! Look at that teeny little baby! Look at the scary dark cloud!” I think this is how we are supposed to be in the world – present and in awe. There is ecstasy in paying attention.

So the details may be describing a character’s feelings, or the details may be describing the side of a barn.  The writer may use just a few words, or the writer may take page after page to embroider, so you can see it – feel it – taste it.  Either way can work, if the writer gets it right.  Anne quotes Gary Snyder:

Ripples on the surface of the water-
Were silver salmon passing under – different
From the ripples caused by breezes.

You can see it, can’t you?  Do your eyes squint, because you know the light is glaring, sparkling, shimmering off the top of those ripples, even though he has not mentioned it?

While I savor the taste of a few pages, a few words of wisdom (I think she would laugh at this) from Anne, I start my day with a calm, grounded feeling.  When I step out the door with the dog, I am noticing the smaller parts of the whole with awe.  How thick the moisture in the fall air feels, in comparison to the dry, gold leaves that are starting to cover the ground.  The layer of fog that floats just above the ground in the park looks thick enough to stand on, but my legs cut right through it like my finger dipping into a bowl of fresh whipped cream.

I do try to use “details about place, character, emotion” in my own writing:

I walked to school. Up the steps, my backpack felt heavy with nothin in it. Pulled open the huge door. Window got safety glass, but it’s all cracked with a bullet hole in the middle.

Got in the line, twenty kids already there in front of me. They must be hungry. Took off my belt, and went through the metal detector, holdin my pants up while security run the wand. Walked down the hallway, not lookin at nobody. Brown walls. Janitor paints em, and five minutes later, someone comes along and writes ‘fuck you’ with a permanent marker they stole from a teacher desk. Decoration with a message.

The gray floor is scuffed up and dirty, probably started out a different color.  It’s darker in the auditorium, good thing.  We waited there every morning like a bunch of dogs in a pen.  Damn musty, but I couldn’t decide if it was better to breath through my mouth or my nose.  I looked at my new shoes so I wouldn’t have to think about nothin.

Are the details there? Can you see it? Feel it?




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